oh hey there week 31, how are ya?
how's about some hot iphone photo action? nitty gritty hotel photo shoot with a bare belly.
we are officially in the single digit countdown. hells to the yeah. i cannot wait to meet my little boy. to see his face and hold his tiny hands. though i'm wondering how tiny his hands will be because this kid is growing, y'all. i know i say this every week but in these recent weeks, it really does feel like growth is at a maximum. and things are heavy, heavy, heavy. which leads me into our weekly update...
:: it's some kind of cray. both belly and boobs are so heavy that they require serious support and pillow hugging is the only way i can describe what needs to happen each night. i say goodnight to hank and then i proceed to stuff my body pillow under my left side and two other pillows under my right side. i have two pillows under my head and sometimes i even want another one for my right arm to rest upon. mmm, so soft.
:: i left to minnesota a smaller person. i returned to a scale screaming large numbers at me. and now it's official, i've crossed the 20 pound mark, way crossed. 24 pounds and counting, kids. also new, exciting and weight related - water retention. aka swelling. my feet is fat. my ankles is fat. i kinda, sorta thought this wouldn't happen. oh, reality, you saucy bitch.
:: i'm in a bit of a weird stage. i'm not craving anything and am worried about eating everything. i'm starting to feel guilty about eating anything unhealthy and it's bugging me. there is enough to think about in this stage of pregnancy and feeling unsettled about every meal is just obnoxious. i'm working on it but i feel a little lost and confused.
:: i have acquired a new interest and it's freaking me out, big time. i am having urges to nest. ack! proving those pregnancy books right just kills me but by golly, they're right on this one. i want to make a little house for my birdie. and because we're most likely moving next month, (more on this later) i can't do anything to quench my thirst. bah! who am i??